It's kinda hard to believe that i finally write a blog regarding this matter. Being in a long-distance relationship since the first day we decided to see each other is not an easy thing to do. Our journey is just like riding a roller-coaster with all it's ups and downs. It's been eight years since the night he held my hands for the first time and asked me to join him in the ride. It was the last night he met me before i had to go to another place across the sea to continue my study. I was just turned 17 back then.
If i could pick one thing which describes him the most, i'd like to choose a diary. He just like a diary for me. He knows my self better than i do. He has been there since i was so young and full of selfishness and what makes me more grateful is the fact that he never gave me up. Not even once.
Knowing that we will be together soon makes me so excited.
I really hope and pray that everything will be just fine until the wedding day. The preparation makes me a bit nervous since the wedding will be in my hometown while i am in another town and he is in another another town. Not be able to take part in the preparation (since we have gave up everything to my parents) really makes me can't stop worrying.
I have heard from so many people that i must not be worrying too much and i have to ease my mind so i won't be stressed. But, i mean, who on earth would not be worry in the time like this?
However, i'm trying to not over-thinking about the wedding, at least when i remember it.
I have read some blogs about wedding preparation and most of it told me to have a positive thinking and to try to be as happiest as i can because a marriage itself is a wonderful thing. A wedding is just a celebration and nothing wrong with putting our best effort to make it memorable, but what the most important above all is the marriage life after the celebration.
Now i find myself more relax. I have promised to myself that no matter how the wedding will run i won't let it disturb my happiness.
There were some questions from my friends about our pre-wedding photos, i'd like to tell you guys we didn't do such things. We have planned to make one, but again, out of the blue i was assigned for another on-site duty. So.. we finally just used our last year photos, put on some filters and tadaaaa.. :))
After write all this down, now i can feel my heart racing again. Please support us in your prayer so we can through this with happy faces :)
Love,
Me:)
