Happy Birthday My Li'l Brother

Today is a special day for me.
My baby brother turns 15. He's grown up as a man yet i still love to call him my baby brother. He is the youngest in our family. I left home for my study since Senior High, when he just started in Elementay. That's why in my mind he always be my baby brother, who i used to take care.

Time really flies fast, my li'l brother is a man now. I'm so proud of him and will always pray for his good.

Happy birtday li'l bro. Be a good man who can make our parents proud. Be a man after God's own heart. Go get your dream and chase the future. I will always be your supporter.

Love you to the moon and back,

Kakak Ua

Not so good

Hatchyyyyy.... #slurp #slurp

#Lapingus

Fyuuuh, udah beberapa  hari ini aku flu dan makin lama makin parah aja. Hiks.
Seharusnya flu ga perlu minum obat, hanya perlu lebih banyak istirahat, makan makanan sehat dan be happy of course. Tapi load lagi banyak-banyaknya gini mana bisa sih makan teratur, apa lagi istirahat cukup -__- Alhasil tadi minum obat juga. Tapi jadinya ngantuk dan ga konsen kerja. Duuh, hari ini benar2 ga produktif.

Barusan dapat mandat baru dari boss untuk handle project lain juga yang artiiiinya, kehebohan nyelesaiin project sebelumnya bakal naik dua kali lipat. Bener2 bikin down, karna jelas dalam sehari itu cuma ada 24 jam, ga bakal bisa lebih meskipun kerjaan bertambah banyak.

I dont know.. Seharian aku coba cari motivasi yang bisa menambah semangat untuk kerjakan itu semua but ended up with nothing.

Pengen nyerah, tapi masa iya siiiih mau nyerah gitu aja? Ga tau deh..

Hatchyyy,

Me :(

Friends, lovers or nothing - John Mayer

Now that we are over as the loving kind
We'll be dreaming ways to keep the good alive
Only when we want is not a compromise
I'd be pouring tears into your drying eyes

 

Friends, lovers or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
There'll never be an in-between, so give it up

 

You whisper "come on over" 'cause you're two drinks in
But in the morning, I will say goodbye again
Think we'll never fall into the jealous game?
The streets all flood with blood of those who felt the same

 

Friends, lovers or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
There'll never be an in-between, so give it up

 

Friends, lovers or nothing
We can really only ever be one
Friends, lovers or nothing
We'll never be the in-between, so give it up
We'll never be the in-between, so give it up

 

Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than "I love you" is lying

 

Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than "I love you" is lying

 

Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than "I love you" is lying

 

Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than "I love you" is lying

 

Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than "I love you" is lying

 

Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than "I love you" is lying

 

Anything other than yes is no
Anything other than stay is go
Anything less than "I love you" is lying



A piece of love to my big-hearted friend ^_^

PS: this note was made to cheer up my big-hearted friend, i call her "Ca.."

I know you hurted so much. I know you are crying out loud in your deepest heart. I know the way you've been trough left a big wound hidden in your smile. That's why when i saw your tears, i felt my heart broken into pieces just as yours.

Because you are precious my friend,, you are precious to me.

If someone ever told you that you are ugly, unlucky, shamefull, disgraceful, you know they're WRONG! You are nothing like what they said.

They had nothing idea that this friend of mine has a beautiful heart, who never show her back to her friends, who never close her eyes to other's hardship.

They had nothing idea how difficult the way you through, the wound you bear because of them. Yet you still see them with respect and care, with all the way they're not even deserve.

They had nothing idea how much you loved by us, your friends.

You are precious my friend, you are loved by God unconditionally, He sent you to this world by reasons. To colour up the world with your kind heart, your sweetness, your cheerfulness, to teach more people how to forgive with your big heart. To be a blessing for more people.

I hope God will turn your tears into laughter, your mourning into dancing. I wish He bring back your joy with more blessing and blessing.

So i can have my friend back :)
Who always make it, always show me her toughness. All the bad words would only be meaningless chirp lost by the wind, like the dew turn into the fumes under the sunshine. That's how my friend used to be.


With Love,

Me :)